| so, me and my good ole buddy margaret have decided, that we should get back to the good ole xanga days. i gotta admit, i've missed surfing on this bitch. but anyhoots about school? haha. well, what chall expect. just the same ole same ole. FLOODED with shit you aint gon need in the future. im doing good in all my classes so far. i wouldn't say that i've been working hard, but i'm doing well enough to pass the classes. you dig you dig? but yea. there's this thing that's been a pain in the ass. which is that GROUP 4 thangy thang. i mean, i'm not complaining, but if u got one member that aint doin shit, then u really would get frustrated. girl had the nerve to say she had betta things to do after school. yea aight, i dont care. but dont be surprised if u get a fucking F on that project. anyway on the other note. no one said it would be good news. hahaha. but there has been some mad drama for the past 2 months? man, i dont even know, i lost count. but. yea. i've already known this before, but friends really do come n go. and u really wouldn't know who your true friends are til the end. but from what happened, i've learned sumthin. really DO (literally) go with your instinct. i mean, since day one, i never really wanted to be that close to this certain person. and in the end, it ends up fucking everyone else's friendship. cuz the problem with me is that, i'm so nice to anybody that i encounter, that i forget that not all people are what i think they really are. me and my boyfriend? haha. still going strong ;] it has been 8 months goin 9 in a couple of weeks. lol i love my baby. yall don't even know. (about to get cheezy so cover your eyes!!) he completes me and i'd do anything in the world to be with him. u have no idea how much he's changed my persepective on things. i'm completely comfortable around him and not shy to do anything embarassing. lol. and ima shy girl yall know that. haha. i love you babe <3 736. my family? haha. i don't even know. there are days when i wanna run away and there are days when im so thankful that i`m a BILAR. what can i say, ups and downs always come round your way right? yup my family is kina different. every member of the bilar's is wack and have their own personality. this family can't HOLD any grudges for very long. lol. everything will be fine the next day trust me. but anyways, i still love them no matter the fuck what. shit happens, and it's just a part of your life. hahaha. so whatever happens in your fambam happens. ima be able to get over it anyhow. same applies to your friends and relatives. oh snaps. R.I.P pao caballero.. to be honest, i have no idea how he is or who he is. but all i know is that he lived next to my aunt's place in the phils and i used to see him every once in a while. he was also a classmate of my sister. may that motherfucker that took your life away go to hell. you will be missed. and i know you're in good hands now. =] my hunnie monkies ? i still love them. and always will. things happened and im glad we all overcame it. it was my fault. and im sorry marella, ana, and ariel. i love you three. you guys are my other half. i'd hate to throw our friendship away. we've been through ups and downs and what i caused was one. you guys will never be replaced i love you TRULY no lies. im missin you guys and i wish we still see each other everyday like the good ole days back in grammar school. i love yall. MUAHS <3 for any further questions, comments. please leave down below ;] |
